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sleep deprived ya,
sleep dep...
sucks when alone, brady and cara and aj were over the other night to accompany me and that was fun, brady and me fashioned a crude beer bong while aj went to sleep because he took some pills and couldent drink anything,
...beer fucking everyware...
cara bought out poor ass's smokes, saw the sun rise, went insane, drank allot of tea, then started the next 72 hours of my day
slept at crass's
ooh! today i almost bled to death! not so much but there was ALLOT of blood coming out of my hand at work and everyone got pissed at me because they just moped the white floor :D
ya, im bored tonight
alone
tomorow= cambie and smokezone venture+maby meeting jesska and cindy+contemplating why my life sucks so bad
...i miss manda, and im worried :(
July 23 2005, 19:16:58 UTC 6 years ago
July 24 2005, 11:21:04 UTC 6 years ago
i've missed you...
i dont show my face often these days for a reason..(or maybe reasons) beyond what all but maybe a couple of anyone might suggest or consider. so if that be, for what its worth to you, trust me my reasons for what ive just told you are in no way means of your life sucking more so than i could prevent nor even means of putting you in a position (that ive become recently informed) i've set you in.
my current mental status makes me incapable of explaining any further...my bad. im sorry.
blargh<3
July 28 2005, 07:42:41 UTC 6 years ago
your the good in my life, when i see you, talk to you, kiss you, i lighten right up and dont want anything to take me from you or you from me,
your a wonderful girl to me and i want to spend some time with you
i want to know that your in apsolutly no danger, i want you to be safe because i care about you !allot!,
id give anything to spend more than a couple of hours with you every now and then, your the reason i smile and i hope you know that sweetie